It has been 5 months since I last posted.. my winter of discontent.. from my birthday the beginning of October thru until the twin's birthday the beginning of February I am in an emotional wasteland. It takes everything in me to get through the basic functions of caring for the kids.. everything else is pushed to the wayside. Including taking care of myself. I have gained back over 15 lbs of the weight I had lost. I have been discouraged & frustrated. I have not seen my Dr. since September. I see him again in a few weeks. I spoke with the nutritionist & am working on getting back on track.
I am hoping I can get myself to a better point & be better able to cope next winter. The anniversary of my daughter's death will never be easier for me to handle, but I need to find better ways to cope. Emotional issues are the root of my being overweight & not giving myself the worth I deserve. That is a hard thing to change. So here we are again...
Weight today 188
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